Today you may feel the lowest of the low, the darkest despair, as if you’re at the bottom of the blackest pit. Maybe you just can’t see a way out, or your path back to the light? When this card shows up it can feel as if you’ve hit rock bottom with no clue how to drag yourself out of this hole you find yourself in. Remember though that it’s always darkest just before the dawn. The only way is up now, and although it may take a little time before you see the evidence of this….it really is starting to happen.
Today’s randomly drawn card is the Ten of Swords…..a particularly disturbing image, especially in the Wild Unknown deck. Before I go any further I would just like to reiterate that tarot is a metaphorical language, and so although it is an horrific image, it’s purpose is to draw attention to and highlight the darker aspects of human nature and the psyche. If we turn a blind eye to suffering and injustice how can we expect to change it and grow?
There are various ways to see this card. It can be interpreted as a ‘dark night of the soul’, in the sense that we have reached rock bottom and now the only way is up. It reminds me of a quote by Oscar Wilde ~ “We are all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars”. It can indicate that the lowest point has now been reached. This phase is over and it is time to get ready for something new. We can view this state of affairs as all doom and gloom, or we can adopt the cup half full attitude and choose to believe that the worst is over. Sometimes this card can even be hinting that we are being a touch melodramatic…..are things truly as bad as they seem, or could it be the case that we are not perceiving the problem with clarity? Confusion can make it impossible to see which way to proceed and often we can be blinded by the seeming enormity of issues which appear insurmountable.
Of course it could refer to something altogether darker. As I have already alluded to, tarot is metaphorical, and in this card the bull represents strength, dominance, toughness and ferocity which has been taken down by thoughts, ideas and words symbolised by the swords. This shows the ways in which we hurt each other with our thoughts, judgements and self righteousness, and how we can quash the spirit of others, no matter how strong they may appear on the outside. Human beings have an ugly tendency to gang up on and bully those who are different….who threaten their own sense of self just by being who they are.
This card exposes the darker side of human nature. It shows how we can destroy the spirit of others when we allow the lowest, most base aspect of ourselves to take control, or when we encourage or join forces with others to do the same. This card is a warning that we must not look away; it is only when we acknowledge the worst and recognise it in ourselves and others that we can take action for positive change.
“Most men would rather deny a hard truth than face it” ~ Game of Thrones, George R.R Martin
Today may feel like a long, hard slog. It’s as if you can’t see the wood for the trees and everything is weighing heavily upon your shoulders. Maybe you’ve become a victim of your own success, and tasks which you used to enjoy and find satisfying are now becoming onerous and burdensome. Sometimes if you make a hobby into a career it can take all the fun and enjoyment out of it and add unneeded pressure. Today, see if you can do something purely for the joy of it to lift yourself out of the doldrums.
Watch your thoughts today. Are you making a mountain out of a molehill? This card often comes up when we are being overly melodramatic about a situation. Is it really as bad as it seems, or have we exaggerated it in our mind to mammoth proportions? If we truly are facing a dire situation this card says that we have seen the worst now and things from here can only get better. Things always seem darkest before the dawn and soon the sun will be coming up on a brand new day.
This card signifies that something is coming to an end. It is time to let go of whatever it is and move on. The light at the top of the card represents a new dawn and the beginning of fresh new opportunities.
This card, in The Wild Unknown also talks to me of something unseen; this can either be because another person is keeping you in the dark about something, or because you yourself are choosing or refusing to look at an issue in your life. There is a suggestion that someone else is betraying you by stabbing you in the back, or again you may be turning this self-destructive tendency on yourself and being your own worst enemy by refusing to recognise something that really needs to be addressed.